i haven’t been this depressed in a long time lmao i think i’m going to have to go back on meds after being off of them for almost 4 years and its making me feel so defeated >:(


teacher: why don’t you share a bit about yourself to the rest of the class
me: *puts one hand on hip* umm i’m a model

(via sickomobb)

"Depression is stupid and not a thing that makes me a better writer. One time I went a whole year without writing and I stayed in bed and drank. Fuck your Bukowskisms. I want sunlight and love and running down some street I’ve never been on where it’s warm and cool at the same time and I’m smiling. I want nothing to ever be bad again- and I don’t mean that I want a life free of conflict, I mean that I want a life free of meaningless conflict. Not being able to will oneself to take a shower or leave the house is meaningless. There is nothing to be gained, no lesson to be learned from that kind of life. My heart is stale, my prose is stale. Give me fire if you want to hurt me. Give me something I can taste. There’s nothing romantic or mysterious about where I am. There’s nothing here worth holding onto."

- By Joshua Espinoza (via doubtsbestally)

(via aminaabramovic)

Harrison Koiwai SS 2015 - Big Shoes to Fill

Photography by Will Brower

Makeup by Nicolás Fuentes

Modeled by Sarah Jung, Lee Maria Armoogam, Will Brower, Daniel Abbott, Jessica Greene, Nicolás Fuentes

(Source: frescos, via skelestun)

(Source: nock-nock-nock, via contagium)